Wednesday, October 14, 2009
For her. ♥ When I count my blessings, I count you twice. I miss you. Remember the times when we used to cheer one another, shopping and gossiping till dawn ? I miss those days hanging out with you, I miss the smile across your face, your laughter and the way you were always there for me when I needed you. I am impressed by the faith you have in me. When I was at the lowest point in my life, when my heart was broken, when I was hurt and I fell so deeply that I can never imagine will ever rebound again, you were the one that held my hand and made me through. Though we separated for 6 months, didn't talk to each other, but I still care bout you, I meant it. When you left me, I did not know who else to turn to, my life felt empty and falling apart, like the world turning upside-down. Till I cannot stop myself from shedding tears when you leave. I owe you an apolgize, sorry for didn't explain myself enough last time, my bad, I'm sorry. I swear, I did help you with wholehearted. I didn't meant to hide secret from you. Is just, I don't know how to explain myself. He's perfect, we both know. I really miss the time when I can just hangout with you and put all the worry behind me, being able to cry my heart out and sharing stories, laughing till dawn. My family treat you like part of us, my parents care you like how they care bout me, my sister treat you like a sister of hers, my friends like you to tag along with us, they love your laughter, so do I. Dad asked me whether needs to cook porridge for you when you were in the hospital. I was late for the hospital visiting time, that's why I didn't show up on that day. I'm not here to say how good I am, I'm here to let you know I care for you. In the long holidays, you came over to my house, we talked and shared a lot. I always knew you were the one that I can rely on, my best friend, my soulmate. If only I could spread my wings and fly to you, I would, just to wipe your tears away. I know this the way to say what's my heart says, I'll not regret in the rest of my life. Sometimes I want to shout to the whole world how lucky I am to have you as my best friend but sometimes I want to be hush, because I'm afraid that somebody might take you away from me. xoxo's
d.r.a.c.u.l.a
Posted at 11:11 PM Quince Wong
