Wednesday, November 25, 2009




Thursday, November 19, 2009
Now or never.
Love is smiling on the inside out.
Sometimes you feel all alone even when you are standing right in the centre of a noisy crowd, not being able to relate yourself with their jokes, not being able to at least pretend to laugh. This is a feeling of emptiness, a feeling of loss and lonely. You feel that no one could ever cover up the large hole made in your heart, that you will hurt forever, that it is too hard to bounce back and you have forgotten who you used to be. It will feel like you are stuck and could not move, numb by each second that passes you by and hurt, simple hurt by each breath you take.
Your heart will never listen to you. even how hard you try to mend it on your own, even how much you try to convince it that time will heal and you will be okay in the end, it will never work. Some people may leave an impression on others, and some just pass others life feeling they meant nothing and is not valued.
But everyday we meet different people. How much a person affects us depends on how much influence he or she has on you. The world might think that they're nobody, but they are the world to you. They leave prints in your heart with every action and spoken word, and it is difficult to accept a feeling of lost when they no longer exist in our lives.
This is when we will feel worthless, neglected and unwanted. Feelings that will lead us to think that we are not worth it, and that we have to be punished.
It is true life will never be the same without these people that influence a lot in us, but who says that difference is something bad? When one door closes, others open to give you new opportunities and hope, just don't stare too long at the closed door till you missed the opened one.
wish me luck, tonight.
Monday, November 16, 2009

I'm just so busy these days.
I am currently working at Cats whiskers boutique. Aww, no doubt, just want to save more pocket money, heh ! Just too many things in my buy list, new phone, camera, perfume, clothes, dresses, high heel shoes, so on (: At least, I didn't waste my long holidays, right? YEA. Rejected all outings, excluded family outings larh. Oh, just miss going out with friends D:
Sunday, November 8, 2009

He's my knight in shining armor, my one and true love. He will do anything to please me. He will protect me with his sword and treat me like a princess. Give me his castle and build a kingdom. He will do anything for me, I need someone like you in my life. So let the knight and princess to live happily ever after and have a story book ending.
For you and only you I must thank by.
Love is such a miracle.
ps: my lucky star (:
Tuesday, November 3, 2009

♥'s
Monday, November 2, 2009
sweet things are better left short to be appreciated.
bye bye,
my legs and my lovely high heels D':
I went to work yesterday, what a tiring Sunday.
Not going to mention the details.
If one day you can meet him again, and sincerely be friends, then this means he no longer mean that much to you, for whatever that happens in his life has no relation to you, anymore.
Row, row, row your boat. Gently down the stream. Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream.
" So you don't believe in fairytales? "
" I used to, now I don't, I just don't wanna get hurt"
nothing is forever, little girl.



