Thursday, September 10, 2009
Truely madly by Savage Garden
I never felt this empty before.
old pic (:
I'm so happy, heh ! ;D
Fyi, I'm not going to school till Monday. So yeah, skipped school, today :D Slept for 12 hours as I wished, and now I'm so energetic, hah ! No doubt, trials killed my sleeping time. Sister brought me to swimming and steam bathing these days @ The Club, Bukit Utama. Their facilities are kinda awesome. I ♥ steam bathing over there and the sunny sun, soft music & laughter from the kids. I can clear my mind over there and relax, fresh air babe! That was an enjoyable day, I had a lot of fun ;D
I realized no matter how hard I try, is impossible.
Somehow, I shouldn't hold on tight. Letting go might be something beautiful. So we can just get on with life, without trying to get somewhere else, each moment open, each moment aware, each moment knowing what it is that needs to be done. Not for me, not for you, but just what needs to be done, wondering what's life? Maybe just some imperfection in it. Who knows ?
promise to me is valueless shit.
ps : My family still love you, I miss you too (: